"Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such about things." -Philippians 4:8
After finishing my second year of college, I have encountered many new experiences, challenges, and with that, many people. Some are new and others are old acquaintances. I left school with many new friends and closer, old friends, but I also realized that I left with a lot of hard feelings toward some as well. It's natural that you're not going to "click" with everyone, and that's okay. However, it's not okay to harbor grudges or dwell on sour thoughts. I also realized that the same people that frustrated me may have also encouraged me at one point as well. Instead, I have chosen to dote on the times I've been hurt. God calls us to think otherwise, on "whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable." To help me forgive and let go of these feelings, I have decided to start a notebook for myself. I will list all the good memories of times that people have been there for me, sacrificed for me, or even just attributes I appreciate about them, especially the people that have hurt me or that frustrate me. This will help me release my old feelings, and be ready greet everyone warmly and genuinely when fall rolls around. I can refer back to it as needed. I am excited for a better, happier outlook.
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
New Year
As I was thinking about this upcoming year, I was listing off my responsibilities and goals in my head. I thought, I need more sleep, I need to be more focused, I need to exercise more, I need to hit the library more, I need to eat healthier, I need to wake up earlier, I need to make a better effort to stay in touch with my family, I need to be more forgiving, I need to be more loving.
No. I need God.
I have been letting all the other "stuff" in my life get bigger than God. God has only been a small slice of my pie chart. He needs to be the entire pie plate holding everything else! I truly believe if you find God and focus on God, everything else will come into place. Don't make God fit in your life. See how life fits into your God. Accommodate accordingly.
No. I need God.
I have been letting all the other "stuff" in my life get bigger than God. God has only been a small slice of my pie chart. He needs to be the entire pie plate holding everything else! I truly believe if you find God and focus on God, everything else will come into place. Don't make God fit in your life. See how life fits into your God. Accommodate accordingly.
'Tis the Season
This Christmas has been a great opportunity for me to refocus on God, and what the big picture is really about. Christmas didn't live up to my expectations which reminded me, it's not about what we think Christmas should be. It's about God.
On Christmas Eve, my grandmother suffered a minor heart attack during church and had to be rushed to the hospital in the ambulance. She was in great company, however, got help right, and didn't have any severe problems. So there my brother and I were on Christmas Eve, sitting alone in a quiet, empty house while my parents went to the hospital. No music. No Christmas cookies. No family. And waiting for the phone.
Now that both of my sisters are adults in the real world, pursuing jobs, and married, they aren't always home when my brother and I are. They don't have college breaks. On holidays, they also have their in-law's family to visit as well. We rarely get to spend time together now with the whole family, and that was a hard thing for me to handle over Christmas. My oldest sister told me, she'd love to be with us, but if we had each other all the time, we wouldn't appreciate the times we're together.
There wasn't even any snow this Christmas, and doesn't look like there will be any soon. So Christmas wasn't what I had wanted, but it's not about me. It's about God, and refocusing on the Savior our Lord sent us. It's not about what we want it to be--shopping, presents, food, snow, Christmas decorations, or even the time with your family. I believe time with your family is extremely important over the holidays, but it's ultimately about God. Sometimes he just has to take things away from us in order for us to realize what we really need or the blessings we already have.
On Christmas Eve, my grandmother suffered a minor heart attack during church and had to be rushed to the hospital in the ambulance. She was in great company, however, got help right, and didn't have any severe problems. So there my brother and I were on Christmas Eve, sitting alone in a quiet, empty house while my parents went to the hospital. No music. No Christmas cookies. No family. And waiting for the phone.
Now that both of my sisters are adults in the real world, pursuing jobs, and married, they aren't always home when my brother and I are. They don't have college breaks. On holidays, they also have their in-law's family to visit as well. We rarely get to spend time together now with the whole family, and that was a hard thing for me to handle over Christmas. My oldest sister told me, she'd love to be with us, but if we had each other all the time, we wouldn't appreciate the times we're together.
There wasn't even any snow this Christmas, and doesn't look like there will be any soon. So Christmas wasn't what I had wanted, but it's not about me. It's about God, and refocusing on the Savior our Lord sent us. It's not about what we want it to be--shopping, presents, food, snow, Christmas decorations, or even the time with your family. I believe time with your family is extremely important over the holidays, but it's ultimately about God. Sometimes he just has to take things away from us in order for us to realize what we really need or the blessings we already have.
Monday, August 15, 2011
Proverbs 11:25
"A generous man will prosper; he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed."
-Proverbs 11:25
My homepage on my laptop is set to http://www.verseoftheday.com/. It's a way I incorporate a little more of the bible into my daily life. In honesty, most of the time I skim over this opening page, quickly accessing my email. I'm glad I didn't today, because God wanted me to see Proverbs 11:25 today.
I'm not a fan of complaining or whining about how difficult my life is. I've learned over the years that no matter how bad I may think my situation is, someone else has it worse, and I'm really blessed. However, life gets the best of me at times, and I'll admit, this summer hasn't been one of my favorites. I'll try to fill you in as best as possible without pitying myself. I decided not to go home and stay on campus for the summer to work. I work around 30-35 weeks in the admissions office on campus. Then, after that, I put in another 30-40 hours waitressing at a restaurant in a neighboring town, about 25 miles away. I'm working close to 70 hours a week and spend around an hour on the road every day. I'm away from my family and have neglected my old friends. My two jobs require that I remain mentally "in the game," if you will. My office job has me doing favors for people here and there, giving tours and making sure potential students have a great time on campus. They need my best attitude. Then, without missing a beat, I need to be at my waitressing job, and providing a friendly dining experience there. Human relations has been my middle name, and I'm starting to get burnt out. Negativity has gotten the best of me, and to put it bluntly, I'm tired of having to be in a great mood all the time. I'm tired of bending over backwards for people, and when someone turns to me and says, "Could I get another drink, please?" I've been close to snapping back, "No, you can't," and walking away. That was the moment I realized I needed to have a spiritual refresher.
I've claimed that my ultimate goal is to make life easier for those around me. I've taken it upon myself to serve and love others. Isn't that what we're called to do. Well, that's come to bite me, and I need to remind myself why I do what I do for others. Lucky for us, God has all the answers. "A generous man will prosper; he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed." I've noticed the more I try to hoard my time to myself and the more I grab for, the harder things get and the more unhappy I become. When I feel like I can't give anymore of myself, the answer if that I need to give more. I need to let go. The more I try to hang on to it, the harder things will become. God has promised us that those who give until they can't will be rewarded. By helping others, we will be helped in return. It's a beautiful cycle. However, we just fail to see it at times.
He died on a cross for me. How little it is which I have to give for others.
-Proverbs 11:25
My homepage on my laptop is set to http://www.verseoftheday.com/. It's a way I incorporate a little more of the bible into my daily life. In honesty, most of the time I skim over this opening page, quickly accessing my email. I'm glad I didn't today, because God wanted me to see Proverbs 11:25 today.
I'm not a fan of complaining or whining about how difficult my life is. I've learned over the years that no matter how bad I may think my situation is, someone else has it worse, and I'm really blessed. However, life gets the best of me at times, and I'll admit, this summer hasn't been one of my favorites. I'll try to fill you in as best as possible without pitying myself. I decided not to go home and stay on campus for the summer to work. I work around 30-35 weeks in the admissions office on campus. Then, after that, I put in another 30-40 hours waitressing at a restaurant in a neighboring town, about 25 miles away. I'm working close to 70 hours a week and spend around an hour on the road every day. I'm away from my family and have neglected my old friends. My two jobs require that I remain mentally "in the game," if you will. My office job has me doing favors for people here and there, giving tours and making sure potential students have a great time on campus. They need my best attitude. Then, without missing a beat, I need to be at my waitressing job, and providing a friendly dining experience there. Human relations has been my middle name, and I'm starting to get burnt out. Negativity has gotten the best of me, and to put it bluntly, I'm tired of having to be in a great mood all the time. I'm tired of bending over backwards for people, and when someone turns to me and says, "Could I get another drink, please?" I've been close to snapping back, "No, you can't," and walking away. That was the moment I realized I needed to have a spiritual refresher.
I've claimed that my ultimate goal is to make life easier for those around me. I've taken it upon myself to serve and love others. Isn't that what we're called to do. Well, that's come to bite me, and I need to remind myself why I do what I do for others. Lucky for us, God has all the answers. "A generous man will prosper; he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed." I've noticed the more I try to hoard my time to myself and the more I grab for, the harder things get and the more unhappy I become. When I feel like I can't give anymore of myself, the answer if that I need to give more. I need to let go. The more I try to hang on to it, the harder things will become. God has promised us that those who give until they can't will be rewarded. By helping others, we will be helped in return. It's a beautiful cycle. However, we just fail to see it at times.
He died on a cross for me. How little it is which I have to give for others.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Proverbs 20:24
"Man's steps are from the Lord;
how, then, can a man understand his way?"
- Proverbs 20:24
This verse if very simliar to my previous post, but I saw it, and it hit me like a train. Just let it sink in. Let it be. Don't worry about the future. Do what you can today. God has plans for you, and they're magnificent. Just let him show you.
how, then, can a man understand his way?"
- Proverbs 20:24
This verse if very simliar to my previous post, but I saw it, and it hit me like a train. Just let it sink in. Let it be. Don't worry about the future. Do what you can today. God has plans for you, and they're magnificent. Just let him show you.
Monday, April 18, 2011
The Passion
This past Sunday was Palm Sunday, the beginning of Holy Week leading up to Easter. This week, we read the account of the Passion of our Lord in the Gospels. During the Homily, the priest stressed how the Passion is not just a story. It is real.
I tried envisioning something to grasp the pain Mary felt or those around Jesus felt while he was being crucified on the cross. They weren't pretty, happy thoughts, but it definitely helped me better understand Jesus's death. I envisioned my best friend being condemned to death. I envisioned my father being scourged. I pictured my brother, hanging on the cross, covered in blood. I pictured them dying for me, for my sins. I pictured them suffering so I could live eternally. The truth is Jesus lives in each of those people. Jesus is the stranger we meet. He is my best friend, my father, my brother. We died on the cross with Jesus, and we will rise with him.
Then I immediately thought back to our childhood. If Jesus lives in my brother, have I been a good role model for him? Have I ever done anything that led my brother into sin? Have I respected my father like Jesus was living inside him? Did I support my friend in living for Jesus? Are we treating the people around us with the idea that Jesus lives in them?
God spoke to me during mass, and I wanted to share. If we listen, He speaks.
I tried envisioning something to grasp the pain Mary felt or those around Jesus felt while he was being crucified on the cross. They weren't pretty, happy thoughts, but it definitely helped me better understand Jesus's death. I envisioned my best friend being condemned to death. I envisioned my father being scourged. I pictured my brother, hanging on the cross, covered in blood. I pictured them dying for me, for my sins. I pictured them suffering so I could live eternally. The truth is Jesus lives in each of those people. Jesus is the stranger we meet. He is my best friend, my father, my brother. We died on the cross with Jesus, and we will rise with him.
Then I immediately thought back to our childhood. If Jesus lives in my brother, have I been a good role model for him? Have I ever done anything that led my brother into sin? Have I respected my father like Jesus was living inside him? Did I support my friend in living for Jesus? Are we treating the people around us with the idea that Jesus lives in them?
God spoke to me during mass, and I wanted to share. If we listen, He speaks.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Proverbs19:20
"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the decision of the Lord that endures." -Proverbs 19:20
When life becomes busy, we tend to start looking ahead. We schedule and plan. If something goes wrong, it potentially becomes an obstacle for our plans. However, our plans are never guaranteed. It's what we think or want that matters. It's what God wants and has planned. He may not let you in on his plan initially, but it will initially work out because "God's will be done." I take complete comfort in knowing the Lord has plans that he will eventually reveal to me. Until then, I just have to pray and listen. I may make plans for my future, to marry, become a doctor, etc., but God may have other plans, and I trust that when I am doing what God has planned for me, that is when I will be happiest. I may be able to avoid his plans, not listen for awhile, and do what I want, but "it is the decision of the Lord that endures." In the end, God will have the final say.
I want everyone to shrug it off if things don't go their way, or be calm if they're not exactly sure what they want to do or should do, because God has it figured out for you. Pray to him, and he will give you the best answer.
When life becomes busy, we tend to start looking ahead. We schedule and plan. If something goes wrong, it potentially becomes an obstacle for our plans. However, our plans are never guaranteed. It's what we think or want that matters. It's what God wants and has planned. He may not let you in on his plan initially, but it will initially work out because "God's will be done." I take complete comfort in knowing the Lord has plans that he will eventually reveal to me. Until then, I just have to pray and listen. I may make plans for my future, to marry, become a doctor, etc., but God may have other plans, and I trust that when I am doing what God has planned for me, that is when I will be happiest. I may be able to avoid his plans, not listen for awhile, and do what I want, but "it is the decision of the Lord that endures." In the end, God will have the final say.
I want everyone to shrug it off if things don't go their way, or be calm if they're not exactly sure what they want to do or should do, because God has it figured out for you. Pray to him, and he will give you the best answer.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Colossians 2:3
"in whom are hidden all the treasure of wisdom and knowledge." -Colossians 2:3
All knowledge and wisdom comes from Jesus Christ. If you wish to be wise, if you wish to do good, it is a work of Jesus Christ. I tend to look elsewhere for answers, but this is the advice I have for you and for myself. When you're trying to make a decision, or when you need advice, instead of running your problem or your thoughts by your friends, parents, siblings, run your ideas by Jesus Christ first. He wants to hear it. He wants to know everything about you. Listen to what he has to say, because he always answers, and he is "the treasure of wisdom and knowledge."
All knowledge and wisdom comes from Jesus Christ. If you wish to be wise, if you wish to do good, it is a work of Jesus Christ. I tend to look elsewhere for answers, but this is the advice I have for you and for myself. When you're trying to make a decision, or when you need advice, instead of running your problem or your thoughts by your friends, parents, siblings, run your ideas by Jesus Christ first. He wants to hear it. He wants to know everything about you. Listen to what he has to say, because he always answers, and he is "the treasure of wisdom and knowledge."
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Many Churches - One God
Being baptized and raised in a Catholic church, my religious life has always been very structured and focused. This seemed to work well for me, because I worked well with strict structure, rules, and guidelines. I followed instructions well, and I appreciated all the traditions within the church. I've always been skeptical of other churches and denominations, and wondered what they did at Sunday morning service. I just knew they did not do the same things as a Catholic mass.
This morning, instead of attending regular mass, I turned on Sunday Mass on Channel 11 (to fufill my Catholic Sunday obligation), as I got ready to instead, to attend Sunday worship at the United Church of Christ in town. All my life, I've never strayed from the Catholic Mass, and if I had attended another church's service, I don't remember.
I really enjoyed the UCC Sunday worship. As a Catholic, I had been successful in staying faithful to the Catholic church. As a Christian, however, I had failed to accept other denominations. I was always trying to figure out who was "right" and who was "wrong" in religion. However, this morning confirmed that as Christians, we're all very similar. We love the same God, and are all called to love each other. We all live by the Bible. The reading at Sunday worship was actually the same as the Gospel reading in the Catholic Mass. The message at Sunday worship delivered the same moral as the homily in the Catholic Mass. Though they were different churches (UCC & Catholic), the people in both churches were all Christians, hearing the same message. We're all united under one God. I would like to continue to more worship services, outside of the Catholic church, to expand my faith & understanding. In the Catholic Mass, I could feel myself falling into "going through the motions." By switching it up, I think it will help me refocus on why we really go to church - to grow closer to God and worship & pray together. It will help me focus less on structured religion (which of course, can be a wonderful thing too), and more on a relationship with God.
This morning, instead of attending regular mass, I turned on Sunday Mass on Channel 11 (to fufill my Catholic Sunday obligation), as I got ready to instead, to attend Sunday worship at the United Church of Christ in town. All my life, I've never strayed from the Catholic Mass, and if I had attended another church's service, I don't remember.
I really enjoyed the UCC Sunday worship. As a Catholic, I had been successful in staying faithful to the Catholic church. As a Christian, however, I had failed to accept other denominations. I was always trying to figure out who was "right" and who was "wrong" in religion. However, this morning confirmed that as Christians, we're all very similar. We love the same God, and are all called to love each other. We all live by the Bible. The reading at Sunday worship was actually the same as the Gospel reading in the Catholic Mass. The message at Sunday worship delivered the same moral as the homily in the Catholic Mass. Though they were different churches (UCC & Catholic), the people in both churches were all Christians, hearing the same message. We're all united under one God. I would like to continue to more worship services, outside of the Catholic church, to expand my faith & understanding. In the Catholic Mass, I could feel myself falling into "going through the motions." By switching it up, I think it will help me refocus on why we really go to church - to grow closer to God and worship & pray together. It will help me focus less on structured religion (which of course, can be a wonderful thing too), and more on a relationship with God.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
The Sword - Matthew 10:34
"Do not think that I have come to bring peace upon the earth. I have com to bring not peace but the sword."
Earth is a battlefied, a war between good and evil. Each day, we feel the tug between serving God and falling into temptation. We have that choice, that distinction to make in our everday lives. God loved us so much that he set us free, gave us free will, and the choice to return or not. God also makes it completely possible to live a life for Him. Yes, it's difficult. Yes, it's rare and probably out of the norm, but God is all-powerful. He created everything. He knows how everything ticks. And he loves you. He's on your side. He won't let you down. Jesus did not come to fix everything for us. He didn't come to "bring peace upon the earth." He brought the "sword." God has given us all the tools we need. He will give us the strenght and perseverance. We just need to ask. I know I've failed to ask because I'm scared. I know it's going to be difficult. Sometimes I'm not sure I want to right my ways. So I don't ask. But when I have, God has never failed to answer in the most perfect way possible.
I don't usually share personal stories, but this one blew my mind and is a perfect example of God's power and love. He can do anything.
The weekend of my birthday was approaching. My friends were just as excited as I was. Maybe a little more. They had decided they wanted to drink that weekend...a lot. And being the birthday girl, they were going to buy me alcohol as well. I enthusiacticly agreed, played along, and part of me really did want to give it a try that weekend. However, the majority of me was reluctant. I knew I really shouldn't. I was scared to ask God, scared that it would put me a tough postion. I already decided that I couldn't say "no" to my friends. They were set on this. I couldn't avoid them. So I asked God. I was even a little doubtful, but I asked him to help me out. I said, "I don't know how you're going to do this or what you want me to do, but I trust you can make something work."
The plan was for me to go home Friday and spend time with my family. I'd come back Saturday and then hang out with my friends. And then we'd party. I really had no way out.
Saturday morning, we received a call. My sister, who was pregnant, was in labor. She wasn't due for another 2 1/2 weeks! But she went into labor and everything was going fine. My family loaded up in our van and drove 5 hours to go see her. There was no way I'd make it back to see my friends that night. My sister had a healthy, 7 lb baby girl, 2 1/2 weeks early and all.
I asked and God provided. I never had to say no to my friends about the alcohol. They were more than happy for me that I was a new aunt. It was a perfect excuse. Not only did God provide me with a way out, but he gave me the best birthday present I could ask for, a niece. He answered my prayer, and so much more. God's love and generousity will continue to amaze me. And it's not because I did anything right to deserve this. It's because God loves us.
Earth is a battlefied, a war between good and evil. Each day, we feel the tug between serving God and falling into temptation. We have that choice, that distinction to make in our everday lives. God loved us so much that he set us free, gave us free will, and the choice to return or not. God also makes it completely possible to live a life for Him. Yes, it's difficult. Yes, it's rare and probably out of the norm, but God is all-powerful. He created everything. He knows how everything ticks. And he loves you. He's on your side. He won't let you down. Jesus did not come to fix everything for us. He didn't come to "bring peace upon the earth." He brought the "sword." God has given us all the tools we need. He will give us the strenght and perseverance. We just need to ask. I know I've failed to ask because I'm scared. I know it's going to be difficult. Sometimes I'm not sure I want to right my ways. So I don't ask. But when I have, God has never failed to answer in the most perfect way possible.
I don't usually share personal stories, but this one blew my mind and is a perfect example of God's power and love. He can do anything.
The weekend of my birthday was approaching. My friends were just as excited as I was. Maybe a little more. They had decided they wanted to drink that weekend...a lot. And being the birthday girl, they were going to buy me alcohol as well. I enthusiacticly agreed, played along, and part of me really did want to give it a try that weekend. However, the majority of me was reluctant. I knew I really shouldn't. I was scared to ask God, scared that it would put me a tough postion. I already decided that I couldn't say "no" to my friends. They were set on this. I couldn't avoid them. So I asked God. I was even a little doubtful, but I asked him to help me out. I said, "I don't know how you're going to do this or what you want me to do, but I trust you can make something work."
The plan was for me to go home Friday and spend time with my family. I'd come back Saturday and then hang out with my friends. And then we'd party. I really had no way out.
Saturday morning, we received a call. My sister, who was pregnant, was in labor. She wasn't due for another 2 1/2 weeks! But she went into labor and everything was going fine. My family loaded up in our van and drove 5 hours to go see her. There was no way I'd make it back to see my friends that night. My sister had a healthy, 7 lb baby girl, 2 1/2 weeks early and all.
I asked and God provided. I never had to say no to my friends about the alcohol. They were more than happy for me that I was a new aunt. It was a perfect excuse. Not only did God provide me with a way out, but he gave me the best birthday present I could ask for, a niece. He answered my prayer, and so much more. God's love and generousity will continue to amaze me. And it's not because I did anything right to deserve this. It's because God loves us.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Merry Christmas - "Isaiah 9:5"
"For a child is born to us. a son is given us; upon his shoulder dominion rests. They name him Wonder-Counselor, God-Hero, Father-Forever, Prince of Peace."
This was the verse I really focused on this Christmas. I've always found prophecies extremely interesting. Now that Christ has come, we really can confirm Isaiah's prophecy that power does indeed lay upon Jesus's shoulders. He is Wonder-Counselor, far beyond what the human mind can comprehend, and "remarkable for his wisdom and prudence." When we have concerns, we should be running to him. What can others do that he can't? He is God-Hero, "a warrior and defender of his people, like God Himself." He is Father-Forever, "ever devoted to his people.". And he is the Prince of Peace, "his reign will be characterized by peace." The italics defining the verse are pulled out of the footnotes of the Bible.
Isaiah 9:6 reminds us how powerful, loving, and great Jesus is. The other part of the verse that gets me is how it states "a child is born to us" and "a son is given to us." He was not born for Mary or Joseph, not even for God himself. For us. The Wonder-Counselor, the God-Hero, the Father-Forever, and the Prince of Peace was born for us. Jesus truly was a gift, and the greatest gift we could ever receive. We don't deserve him, and it's humbling to realize. However, giving an expensive gift is well worth it if the receiver is grateful. God doesn't need our gratitutude. He doesn't need us. But he loves us, and wants us. And we're not forced to love him. Loving him back and showing appreciation, out of our free-will, means more than we realize to Him. You won't go unnoticed.
This was the verse I really focused on this Christmas. I've always found prophecies extremely interesting. Now that Christ has come, we really can confirm Isaiah's prophecy that power does indeed lay upon Jesus's shoulders. He is Wonder-Counselor, far beyond what the human mind can comprehend, and "remarkable for his wisdom and prudence." When we have concerns, we should be running to him. What can others do that he can't? He is God-Hero, "a warrior and defender of his people, like God Himself." He is Father-Forever, "ever devoted to his people.". And he is the Prince of Peace, "his reign will be characterized by peace." The italics defining the verse are pulled out of the footnotes of the Bible.
Isaiah 9:6 reminds us how powerful, loving, and great Jesus is. The other part of the verse that gets me is how it states "a child is born to us" and "a son is given to us." He was not born for Mary or Joseph, not even for God himself. For us. The Wonder-Counselor, the God-Hero, the Father-Forever, and the Prince of Peace was born for us. Jesus truly was a gift, and the greatest gift we could ever receive. We don't deserve him, and it's humbling to realize. However, giving an expensive gift is well worth it if the receiver is grateful. God doesn't need our gratitutude. He doesn't need us. But he loves us, and wants us. And we're not forced to love him. Loving him back and showing appreciation, out of our free-will, means more than we realize to Him. You won't go unnoticed.
Monday, August 30, 2010
For the College Kid - Proverbs 24:1
"Be not emulous of evil men, and desire not to be with them; For their hearts plot violence, and their lips speak of foul play."
I have not even been at college for 48 hours, and I became distracted from my faith. I realized that I have been way more concerned with the way I look, what people think of me, meeting new friends, and hanging out at the "cool" place, rather than focused on God. Even in mass yesterday, I was way too distracted to focus on Jesus Christ. Maybe if I put a flashing light on my Jesus bracelet, I would be reminded on who to focus. Just kidding, but I realize I need to change this, so I turned to the Loving Father for help. I opened up my bible this morning to my bookmark in Proverbs. I hadn't read two pages before I found this verse. There is soo much temptation on campus, and it's definitely been nagging at me. I found this verse though, and hopefully it will give me the strength today to stick to what is right and good. If I don't fit in, so what? As long as I have pleased my Father in heaven, what else do I need to do? With Him on my side, no one can harm me.
Ps. The definition of emulous that I found to fit this verse is as follows: "inspired by or deriving from a desire to emulate." Don't worry --- I had to look it up too. :)
I have not even been at college for 48 hours, and I became distracted from my faith. I realized that I have been way more concerned with the way I look, what people think of me, meeting new friends, and hanging out at the "cool" place, rather than focused on God. Even in mass yesterday, I was way too distracted to focus on Jesus Christ. Maybe if I put a flashing light on my Jesus bracelet, I would be reminded on who to focus. Just kidding, but I realize I need to change this, so I turned to the Loving Father for help. I opened up my bible this morning to my bookmark in Proverbs. I hadn't read two pages before I found this verse. There is soo much temptation on campus, and it's definitely been nagging at me. I found this verse though, and hopefully it will give me the strength today to stick to what is right and good. If I don't fit in, so what? As long as I have pleased my Father in heaven, what else do I need to do? With Him on my side, no one can harm me.
Ps. The definition of emulous that I found to fit this verse is as follows: "inspired by or deriving from a desire to emulate." Don't worry --- I had to look it up too. :)
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Deuteronomy 31:8
"It is the Lord who marches before you; he will be with you and will never fail you or forsake you. So do not fear or be dismayed." -Deuteronomy 31:8
Moses used these words to reassure Joshua when he handed over the task of crossing the Jordan and leading the Israelites into the Promised Land. In a blunt paraphrase, Moses says, "It will not be easy. There will be battle, and the Canaanites will want to kill you, but don't worry. God is going before you, and God will save you from them. You will take their land, and be victorious."
This week I leave for college. Despite all my excitement and anticipation, I'll be honest. I am terrified. I will be entering a world that my parents fought so hard to keep my sheltered from. A world of sex, drugs, alcohol, materialism, atheism, and much more. College life is going to be a petri dish of opportunity for the devil to use. Temptation will be everywhere. My faith will be tested, and I may be faced with someone who strongly disagrees with my faith. It would be easy for me to hide who I am, and lay under the radar. However, that's not right. I want to be strong and make my faith apparent. No, I won't be in people's faces quoting scripture, but I want people to see me and know I'm Christian. This means I will have to be able to support and back up my faith, as well as avoid temptation and lead by example. "It is the Lord who marches before you." If God can overthrow kings, lead Moses, Joshua, and the Iraelites safely through battle, and provide food, shelter, and water for them, then God can lead me through college. I trust in him, and it may not be easy, but it will be victorious.
If you are scared or worried about stepping out your box, or concerned about any upcoming event, remember the Lord is going before you. Trust him and he won't let you down.
Moses used these words to reassure Joshua when he handed over the task of crossing the Jordan and leading the Israelites into the Promised Land. In a blunt paraphrase, Moses says, "It will not be easy. There will be battle, and the Canaanites will want to kill you, but don't worry. God is going before you, and God will save you from them. You will take their land, and be victorious."
This week I leave for college. Despite all my excitement and anticipation, I'll be honest. I am terrified. I will be entering a world that my parents fought so hard to keep my sheltered from. A world of sex, drugs, alcohol, materialism, atheism, and much more. College life is going to be a petri dish of opportunity for the devil to use. Temptation will be everywhere. My faith will be tested, and I may be faced with someone who strongly disagrees with my faith. It would be easy for me to hide who I am, and lay under the radar. However, that's not right. I want to be strong and make my faith apparent. No, I won't be in people's faces quoting scripture, but I want people to see me and know I'm Christian. This means I will have to be able to support and back up my faith, as well as avoid temptation and lead by example. "It is the Lord who marches before you." If God can overthrow kings, lead Moses, Joshua, and the Iraelites safely through battle, and provide food, shelter, and water for them, then God can lead me through college. I trust in him, and it may not be easy, but it will be victorious.
If you are scared or worried about stepping out your box, or concerned about any upcoming event, remember the Lord is going before you. Trust him and he won't let you down.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Sacrifice: What Would You Give Your Life For?
Really puts things into perspective -- only a couple minutes long, so please watch.
http://www.bluefishtv.com/Store/Downloadable_Video_Illustrations/1364/Sacrifice_What_would_you_give_your_life_for_/f=s1&s=die%20for%20you
http://www.bluefishtv.com/Store/Downloadable_Video_Illustrations/1364/Sacrifice_What_would_you_give_your_life_for_/f=s1&s=die%20for%20you
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Deuteronomy 8:5
"So you must realize that the Lord, your God, disciplines you even as a man disciplines his son."
-Deuteronomy 8:5
Sometimes as Chrisitians, I believe one of the hardest things for us to understand is God's mercy. A life filled with Christ is beautiful, joyful, and fulfilling, but we forget that it's not always going to be sunshine and rainbows. Jesus Christ directly tells us in the bible that there will be obstacles ("in this world you will have trouble" -John 16:33). However, instead of blaming God for our troubles and asking why he would burden us with such a problem, embrace it. Offer up your suffering and feel blessed that your sacrifice may help someone else, somewhere in need. Remember that love = suffering. Jesus proved this on the cross. God may also use our problems to get our attention and draw us closer to him. If things seem to be falling apart, take a step back and focus on your Lord Jesus Christ. He will take care of all your problems. And sometimes the only way to learn is the hard way, but that's God's loving mercy. Ask God for help, for just as your Father disciplines you, he answers your requests: "For everyone who asks, receives, and the one who seeks, find; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. Which one of you would hand his son a stone when he asks for a loaf of bread, or a snake when he asks for a fish? If you then, who are wicked, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give good things to those who ask him." - Matthew 7:8-11. Not even your earthly father would turn you away your requests. Therefore, imagine how generous your Heavenly Father would be to your requests, who is the master of love and generousity.
-Deuteronomy 8:5
Sometimes as Chrisitians, I believe one of the hardest things for us to understand is God's mercy. A life filled with Christ is beautiful, joyful, and fulfilling, but we forget that it's not always going to be sunshine and rainbows. Jesus Christ directly tells us in the bible that there will be obstacles ("in this world you will have trouble" -John 16:33). However, instead of blaming God for our troubles and asking why he would burden us with such a problem, embrace it. Offer up your suffering and feel blessed that your sacrifice may help someone else, somewhere in need. Remember that love = suffering. Jesus proved this on the cross. God may also use our problems to get our attention and draw us closer to him. If things seem to be falling apart, take a step back and focus on your Lord Jesus Christ. He will take care of all your problems. And sometimes the only way to learn is the hard way, but that's God's loving mercy. Ask God for help, for just as your Father disciplines you, he answers your requests: "For everyone who asks, receives, and the one who seeks, find; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. Which one of you would hand his son a stone when he asks for a loaf of bread, or a snake when he asks for a fish? If you then, who are wicked, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give good things to those who ask him." - Matthew 7:8-11. Not even your earthly father would turn you away your requests. Therefore, imagine how generous your Heavenly Father would be to your requests, who is the master of love and generousity.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
A Lesson from Children's Books
I went to the library today, and found myself in the children's books. I started reading titles of some very complicated and extensive stories, yet they were condensed into the few pages of a children's book. How could something so complex be made understandable to children? So I read a few books. The books can be condensed for a child because they stick to the main points and leave out all the rest. When things get complicated, they refocus on what truly matters. What I thought was important in the story, really wasn't.
This is a lot like life. And a lot like our relationship with God. Our life may seem like it's becoming to much to handle...too complicated. However, what we really need to do is refocus on what's important. We may get distracted by detail--deadlines, chores, money, relationships, success. We lose sight of the main point: our relationship with God.
"Don't try to build God into your life, but build your life around God." (paraphrase) -Leslie Ludy
I checked out a few childrens books today so I could see stories through a new viewpoint, refocusing on what really matters. Hopefully, I will apply this same outlook to my life.
This is a lot like life. And a lot like our relationship with God. Our life may seem like it's becoming to much to handle...too complicated. However, what we really need to do is refocus on what's important. We may get distracted by detail--deadlines, chores, money, relationships, success. We lose sight of the main point: our relationship with God.
"Don't try to build God into your life, but build your life around God." (paraphrase) -Leslie Ludy
I checked out a few childrens books today so I could see stories through a new viewpoint, refocusing on what really matters. Hopefully, I will apply this same outlook to my life.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Fun Bible Fact - Numbers 21:7-9
This is a neat fact I learned in a bible study with Mark Hart. I came across the verse the other day, so I decided to share it.
In Chapter 21 of Numbers, God sends serpents to punish the people for complaining against him. The people go to Moses, asking him to ask God to take away the serpents.
"Then the people came to Moses and said, "We have sinned in complaining against the Lord and you. Pray the Lord to take the serpents from us." So Moses prayed for the people, and the Lord said to Moses, "Make a saraph and mount it on a pole, and if anyone who has been bitten looks at it, he will recover." Moses accordingly made a bronze serpent and mounted it on a pole, and whenever anyone who had been bitten by a serpent looked at the bronze serpent, he recovered." Numbers 21:7-9
This healing serpent made by Moses is the origin of our medical symbol today:
In Chapter 21 of Numbers, God sends serpents to punish the people for complaining against him. The people go to Moses, asking him to ask God to take away the serpents.
"Then the people came to Moses and said, "We have sinned in complaining against the Lord and you. Pray the Lord to take the serpents from us." So Moses prayed for the people, and the Lord said to Moses, "Make a saraph and mount it on a pole, and if anyone who has been bitten looks at it, he will recover." Moses accordingly made a bronze serpent and mounted it on a pole, and whenever anyone who had been bitten by a serpent looked at the bronze serpent, he recovered." Numbers 21:7-9
This healing serpent made by Moses is the origin of our medical symbol today:
Neat huh?
Friday, July 16, 2010
NeedToBreathe - "Something Beautiful"
Had to share my favorite song! Check it out! And you may need to turn your volume all the way up :) :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AH4rC4oPfoU&feature=fvw
Lyrics:
In your ocean, I'm ankle deep
I feel the waves crashin' on my feet
It's like I know where I need to be
But I can't figure out, yeah I can't figure out
Just how much air I will need to breathe
When your tide rushes over me
There's only one way to figure out
Will you let me drown, will you let me drown?
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees.
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful
And the water is rising quick
And for years I was scared of it
We can't be sure when it will subside
So I won't leave your side, no I can't leave your side.
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees.
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful
In a daydream, I couldn't live like this.
I wouldn't stop until I found something beautiful.
When I wake up, I know I will have
No, I still won't have what I need.
Something Beautiful
Hey now this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach,
Cause I am down on my knees
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AH4rC4oPfoU&feature=fvw
Lyrics:
In your ocean, I'm ankle deep
I feel the waves crashin' on my feet
It's like I know where I need to be
But I can't figure out, yeah I can't figure out
Just how much air I will need to breathe
When your tide rushes over me
There's only one way to figure out
Will you let me drown, will you let me drown?
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees.
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful
And the water is rising quick
And for years I was scared of it
We can't be sure when it will subside
So I won't leave your side, no I can't leave your side.
Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees.
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful
In a daydream, I couldn't live like this.
I wouldn't stop until I found something beautiful.
When I wake up, I know I will have
No, I still won't have what I need.
Something Beautiful
Hey now this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach,
Cause I am down on my knees
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful
The Priestly Blessing - Numbers 6:24-26
"The Lord bless you and keep you! The Lord let his face shine upon you, and be gracious to you! THe Lord Look upon you kindly and give you peace!"
This is a beautiful blessing, and it just makes you smile inside.There is a hymn we sing in church, #523, based off this blessing. "May God bless and keep you, May God's face shine on you, May God be kind to you and give you peace." And of course, it's a common favorite because it's a fast pace moving song, you sing through those lines twice, and you're done in about a minute :). Hopefully I can get a vid up of this hymn! If I beg my mother, she might play if for me!
I recommend visiting this site for an in-depth evaluation of this blessing:
http://www.bible.ca/ef/expository-numbers-6-22-27.htm
This is a beautiful blessing, and it just makes you smile inside.There is a hymn we sing in church, #523, based off this blessing. "May God bless and keep you, May God's face shine on you, May God be kind to you and give you peace." And of course, it's a common favorite because it's a fast pace moving song, you sing through those lines twice, and you're done in about a minute :). Hopefully I can get a vid up of this hymn! If I beg my mother, she might play if for me!
I recommend visiting this site for an in-depth evaluation of this blessing:
http://www.bible.ca/ef/expository-numbers-6-22-27.htm
Sunday, June 27, 2010
"Our Father" - Forgiveness
Totus Tuus is visiting our church this week, and tonight we discussed the "Our Father." The group leader broke down the prayer into verses, describing their intent.
"...And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us."
Most of us are familiar with this part of the prayer, and know what we are called to do. I had a talk with the group leader afterward, and I wanted to share what she had to say. If she's reading this, she knows who she is, and I would like to say thank you. Your advice will help me, and hopefully others, live out the "Our Father." Here is what she had to say:
"You don't forgive the action. You forgive the person." --This one in particular helps me immensely. I've had a hard time forgiving people because I felt that by forgiving them, I was saying that what they did was okay. No - what they did was wrong, but we are called to love the person, not the action.
"God forgives. Always. Over and over again. If we choose not to forgive, we are claiming to be higher than God."
"Just remember the price that was paid so that we may be forgiven. God gave his only son, Jesus Christ, who suffered a cruel, horrifying death. Jesus suffered so that we may be forgiven. Never forget that, and it may be easier to forgive others."
"Try and see that the person who hurt you is broken too. Sin leaves us broken."
Thanks again, Brie.
"...And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us."
Most of us are familiar with this part of the prayer, and know what we are called to do. I had a talk with the group leader afterward, and I wanted to share what she had to say. If she's reading this, she knows who she is, and I would like to say thank you. Your advice will help me, and hopefully others, live out the "Our Father." Here is what she had to say:
"You don't forgive the action. You forgive the person." --This one in particular helps me immensely. I've had a hard time forgiving people because I felt that by forgiving them, I was saying that what they did was okay. No - what they did was wrong, but we are called to love the person, not the action.
"God forgives. Always. Over and over again. If we choose not to forgive, we are claiming to be higher than God."
"Just remember the price that was paid so that we may be forgiven. God gave his only son, Jesus Christ, who suffered a cruel, horrifying death. Jesus suffered so that we may be forgiven. Never forget that, and it may be easier to forgive others."
"Try and see that the person who hurt you is broken too. Sin leaves us broken."
Thanks again, Brie.
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